I can't believe it.It's already been 1 yrs plus, yet I'm still missing him. HA!...
I'm dying to know what is there in you makes me so attracted.
I hope you're doing fine.
Anyway,I seriously disagree to use the word "belong" in BGR. I mean for me, in relationship is to being together to know each other more depending does your partner get along with you a not. You don't belong to him or her. I just dislike the word "belong" to be used in BGR. It's a wrong way to define it. A thing can belongs to you but not a person in BGR wise.
And please do use the word "belong" in me... I do not belong to you. After all,you're just a special friend of mine.
After hearing what she said to me, I suppose that I'm much more fortune than her. I totally respect and admire what she is doing now. Indeed,it doesn't mean if you have sickness, that's the end of the world. I like the passion she has in studies. She's my motivation.
Often,I question God why must both of my best friend having such an illness? Why God must place me with them?
Only now i realise,I learnt a lot of things from both of them.
She used to tell me:" I have to do what i ought to do for now. I know I only have 2 yrs but what if i manage to survive? I still wanna find a job that i like... Staying at home is just making thing worst." Instead of me comforting her,she comforts me. I hated that so much as I should be stronger than she is. It hurts me. Anyway, I will take them as a drive. If she can be that positive, why can't I? Kc,why aren't you a guy? =) ***************************
Gosh,some people got too much time to interferer people's life, cursing people, imagining thing, blah and blah. Too bad. I wanna to be that free also don't have. Hmm,i think I'm glad I'm not that free because if i were that free, I would be one of them already. I Amen for that.
