i'm disturbed by what wendy had just told me. I seriously,do. sIs, i'm Not blaMIng you, i know your intention meant well. i'm sorry that i can't let it go Now.. People see us as a happy couple, but deep inside i Don't thiNk we re. Yes,the problem lays on me. I'm not trying to be paranoid. I had bad experiences for the past relationship, maybe i demanded much from him, not exactly that much thou.Doing his part as what a BF should do,is that so hard??
I just want to make sure this relationship well maintain. and i dare to say,i'm trying my very best to maintain it. oHH yea, peoPle will start telling me "mich,you think too much".
guYs,you have no idea what i'm going throu NOw.. sOOner oR later, i will be adMItted in meNtaL hosPital..
perhaps everything seems fine and okay fer him, but not for me.
i dropped by at gary's blog...and then i link link link...from his blog to his another friend name meeshell then to a guy name kenneth.
Kenneth's blog superb. His words are truth enough. teArs flowin down aS i'm readin his bLog.
aS in like he's goiNg throu what i had been throu.. oR i shouLd saY i'm gOIn throu it now.
anyway,thanks marky. U seEms to Know my situation. Well, didn't asK da wrOng perSon fEr advise.. :).
