How to define trust?What is trust?and HOw do you consider you trust that person?.. weLL,i know..by not doubting whatever he says?..Oh c'mon,it's not easy after all. Last few days was totally a disaster. Sort of like shouting at my best sis, because of him. We were smsing and talking about him, she got so fcuked up and start questioning me. and I got irritated because i'm already damn pissed off as Shaun didn't reply my msgs for erm 3 days?..yea,3 days..*back to story* all her msgs mostly are negatives words and points. I'm sorry,sis. I didn't mean to throw my trauma at you. 11 yrs of friendship,who do yoU want me to go to expect you? and yea,i know you dislike HIm so goD damn muCh.. spare a thought of My feeling, One is my god sis another wAn is mY stupid boy... I admit that i don't have enough faith on him..and i'm supposed to trust him. BUt..i just...screw up everything. I have been thinking too much and being emotional fools.
anyWay,he called me up today. and Yea,all i needed from him is tO stay contact with Me.We were on the phoNe for almost 1 hrs?..can't really remember. Watever it is, i'm glad.. why??.. cz we did Not quarrel during the conversation...i must say this is a good thing. break recoRd.loLx. i miss him.
I did something real sweet.I wrote little notes for HIm..everyday. I already post it and hopefully he can received it before he leaves to penang. Speaking abt penang, damn making me sad lah,can? Is like i'm back for vacation,he goes up to penang..and the most "nicest" part of all,he doesn't know when he is coming back. ZZzzzZz... hOpe he will be back real sooN. I want to meet him!!..As i'm missing his stupid face. Anyway, i have a feeling that some of my friends are envisage how long me and him can stay togather?... I'm saying so because the very 1st question they will ask me is :"mich,you and him still going on?".... =_= Well,no hard feelings. Likewise,i think it's kinda a very challenging thing and i like it. :)
Mr.David,i hate your post. NVm,i'm proud enough because i asked you to update your blog and you did with the title " Huan xin fOrced me to Blog".. ;). sTop pLayin your stupid game cz you makes me wait so long fer ya reply.
sOme1 said i'm cheena-ed.and he apologized if his english is too england. wouLd you pls suck your thumb finger and think twice abt it??.. thank you. and a big thank you fer the advise. sincerely from me.
m supposed to caLL my stupid boy now.i'm lazy so forget about it.Will call him up on thurs.
anD i'm GOIn up to KL next tues..anybody cares to accompany me?
